21/11/11

两年纪念的前六天我们分手了。我们就这样的简单结束了我们之间建立的感情。要如何忘记我们之间辛苦建立的感情？原以为的为来，全都消失了，我的身边少了一个他，一个我非常爱的他，他选择了离我而去，很爱你，真的很爱你...我该如何生活

18／11／11

哭得乱七八糟的我！

16/10/11

谁人来关心我？！

14/10/11 12：30PM

Keep everything in the heart ( deeply)

Nobody know you well

Nobody know you in what emotion...

Just let them "guess"

I will still smile in front of you all

But it doesn't mean I fine

I just keeping my feeling

Lolxxx

Who know ?

Only myself.....

Silence is the best!

No argument

Please do it everytime

世界上最烂的男人我遇到了！

3-10-2011 Dating with dear babe ( Nicole n Ashley)

Went KL Sungai Wang for shopping with babe <3 

Have a lot of fun there :)

Because of them so I doesn't feel alone 

Babe, I love u all

Me n Nicole Qi <3

So cool yea Babe~ huhu <3

Me n Babe Ashley <3

3 of us :)

 

 Around 3:45pm

We back home lor XD

Babe Ashley & Babe Nicole bought

lolxxx

They so rich

I just bought 2 shirt ><"

Lets have a look for my WEBCAM pictures :)

:(

哭了

眼泪不停的往下流

我...

需要拥抱

:'(

Hair cut & Bad luck ><" 31/8/11

Today is Malaysia national day ^^

Merdeka.... Merdeka....

I wen out for hair cut alone

Cause someone "FFK" me ><"

I went opposite Ioi for hair cut

" Zephora"

hehe

Feel not bad their stylish ^^

hoho

Short hair style ^^

My hair is short now!!!!!!

Hohohohoho

I like my new hairstyle ^^

"WINK"

After hair cut I want go Ioi to take my breakfast

But then... 

My bad luck is come overme ><"

My slipper break beside the road!!!

Oh shit!!!

I can't even walk to anywhere else

OH MY GOD!!!

I keep calling him

Hope he can come and pick me

But then I called for *few hundred* times still no people pick up my phone call

Really "Pek Cek" lar wei!!

Sigh

Lucky my parent just in Qiant

So Mummy ask me wait for them to pick me

I stand beside the road for 2 hour

Arghhhhhhhhhhhh

Pissed off!!!

All people are looking on me!!

Damn it!

Feel so fish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ishxxxxxxxx........

Slipper I going to throw "you" as far as I can !!!!!!!!

1/9/11

什么都不想说...

只想告诉你...

我恨透你了！

Sigh

Calling you around one and the half hour already

Feel disappointed

Something that can describe by "WORD"

You really make me down to the maximum

Really really really super duper down right now!! (4:30a.m.)

Every of your word is just a "lie"

Those word having the power to make me disappointed and sad like hell

I hate you!

I more hate myself to love you!!!

It is so suck!

Do you know??

?!

有些事情与人就像心理的一条刺

当别人一提起时

心理就会感觉到刺痛刺痛的感觉

“只希望哪个人会了解我讲的”

或许你觉得我很奇怪

为什么我会有这样的举动！

我并不是“讨厌”

只是心理不舒服

可以用“妒忌”这两个字来形容吗？

 或许还有“不公平”可以用来形容吧！

 

我记得我告诉过你了

我在意“这件事”

因为我也同样是人

可是我的待遇却不同

你不知道你每次提起“？”时我的反应就是这样吗？

难道你没发觉我的难过吗？
难道我在你心里就是那些心肠狠毒喜欢做8婆和无端端讨厌别人的人吗？

我也记得我很清楚的告诉过你原因了

只是我的原因你不明白

所以我在你心里还是这样的人！

 

你这样的想法真的让我很难过

对

我答应会忍耐和掩饰

可是你知道我是个有血有体温的“人”吗？

我也有我心里的底线

我也会为了心理放不下的事难过

难道我就连这么一点点把自己的感受表达出来也不能吗？

你让我失望了

I'm tired... But I'm happy :)

Today outfit ^^

 Just back till home ><"

So tired

But I happy

Cause I spend my whole day with my baby

<3

Today went Neway with baby & baby's friends "Jackson & Fredwin"

Before sing k I keep on ask baby bought me "Chatime" ^^

hehe

This is so delicious! I like it ^^

Took pictures in the sing k room with baby <3

We took a lot of picture ^^

Baby like to act cool^^

Baby why you face so near the camera ??? @@

Took this picture in the Neway wash room ^^

Last last pictures in Neway ^^ We going to leave... Off to other place^^

We start sing k from 12P.M. until 3:00P.M

Because of Jackson lost the parking ticket so we almost spend 1 more hour in the car park to find "ticket" =.=

Waste my time

Hahahahah

But never mind cause my baby accompany me ^^

But.....

Ultimate we renounce

So that Jackson have to pay rm20 

Because he lost the ticket

After that we went stadium Bukit Jalil 

Cause baby & friends want to swim

But at the end the didn't get to swim

Cause a lot people in the swimming pool

hahahahha

Because we have no place to go

So we go Fredwin's hostel

I took picture in Fredwin room ^^

This the second picture ^^

The last place we went to had our dinner is at Puteri

 “一品香粿条”

^^ Delicious food & drink ... Must try it next time ^^

Fredwin ^^

Jackson^^

Baby and me <3

 The end ^^

Happy ending for today^^

Hehehehhehe

So happy although I'm so freaking tired ><"

Baby I want meet you everyday 

May I????

>.<*****

hahahahah

Pressure + Moody

I'm have loss my confidence :(

I know I shouldn't care bout those stupid useless thing

But how can I control my heart and mind do not care bout those thing again?

:(

Feel want to cry right now

So sad :'(

 Wish someone to bring me out

I care a lot of useless thing

:(

I make myself become complicated

Who want to teach me what I should do and what I shouldn't to do??

It is really hard for me

Just now get scold by parent

They are not fair

Why don't them blame brother also?

Why all trouble just blame one me?

Do them really love me??

Why I can't feel their love?

:'(

God

Talk to me!

:(

I need help badly right now

I can't get what I want

Why all the trouble is become hardly?

So sad

Don't hurt me!!! My heart is made by "Glass" it can broke easily!!!

Zookeeper wif my lovely & friends 22/8/11

Yeahh

Finally i get to meet my baby

Miss him much 

Although we had met yesterday

hahaha

I miss you much bi

Hope to meet you everyday

But.....

Can't

:(

Never mind cause we meet each other again today ^^

Love you darling

Night around 9:10pm baby and him friends came my home to fetch me

We go for movie

^^

"Zookeeper"

This movie no bad

It a lot of interesting things in this moive

Everyone can try to watch ^^

Here I going to share some pictures :)

Before movie I had take some webcam pictures 

Am I too thin?? @@

Haha... Take pictures with my "LAK MOU" bear ^^ This is my valentine present from my dear

Look at my eyes ^^ Is it charming ???hahaha

Blaaaaaaaa....... Nothing to say!! Just hide my mouth ><"

Tonight outfit for movie ^^

Yeaaaaaaaa........... Meet dear dear... Excited lorrrrr ^^

I'm wearing spec... does it look like teacher ?? ^^

A lot pimples on my forehead!!!! Hate it ><""""""

Sunway Pyramid 

Take pictures with baby in "Boy" wash room ><" How dare we are!!?? Hahha

Me, Baby & baby' friend " Jackson"

Me me me ^^

Baby said this pictures cute ^^

Take picture in the car ^^ I love to take pic ^^

Hehe^^ Baby ask me to do this ^^ Baby like it 

ermmmmmmmmmmmmmm ^^

With baby :) Baby so handsome ..Love him

Do "zhu zui" with baby.. ^^

Me again ^^

Baby when can we meet again ><"
I miss you 
Muackxxxx