Pressure + Moody

I'm have loss my confidence :(

I know I shouldn't care bout those stupid useless thing

But how can I control my heart and mind do not care bout those thing again?

:(

Feel want to cry right now

So sad :'(

 Wish someone to bring me out

I care a lot of useless thing

:(

I make myself become complicated

Who want to teach me what I should do and what I shouldn't to do??

It is really hard for me

Just now get scold by parent

They are not fair

Why don't them blame brother also?

Why all trouble just blame one me?

Do them really love me??

Why I can't feel their love?

:'(

God

Talk to me!

:(

I need help badly right now

I can't get what I want

Why all the trouble is become hardly?

So sad

Don't hurt me!!! My heart is made by "Glass" it can broke easily!!!