Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Sigh

Calling you around one and the half hour already
Feel disappointed
Something that can describe by "WORD"

You really make me down to the maximum
Really really really super duper down right now!! (4:30a.m.)

Every of your word is just a "lie"
Those word having the power to make me disappointed and sad like hell

I hate you!
I more hate myself to love you!!!
It is so suck!
Do you know??

Sunday, August 28, 2011

?!

有些事情与人就像心理的一条刺
当别人一提起时
心理就会感觉到刺痛刺痛的感觉
“只希望哪个人会了解我讲的”

或许你觉得我很奇怪
为什么我会有这样的举动!
我并不是“讨厌”
只是心理不舒服
可以用“妒忌”这两个字来形容吗?
 或许还有“不公平”可以用来形容吧!
 
我记得我告诉过你了
我在意“这件事”
因为我也同样是人
可是我的待遇却不同
你不知道你每次提起“?”时我的反应就是这样吗?
难道你没发觉我的难过吗?
难道我在你心里就是那些心肠狠毒喜欢做8婆和无端端讨厌别人的人吗?
我也记得我很清楚的告诉过你原因了
只是我的原因你不明白
所以我在你心里还是这样的人!
 
你这样的想法真的让我很难过
我答应会忍耐和掩饰
可是你知道我是个有血有体温的“人”吗?
我也有我心里的底线
我也会为了心理放不下的事难过
难道我就连这么一点点把自己的感受表达出来也不能吗?

你让我失望了

Thursday, August 25, 2011

I'm tired... But I'm happy :)

Today outfit ^^
 Just back till home ><"
So tired
But I happy
Cause I spend my whole day with my baby
<3
Today went Neway with baby & baby's friends "Jackson & Fredwin"
Before sing k I keep on ask baby bought me "Chatime" ^^
hehe
This is so delicious! I like it ^^

Took pictures in the sing k room with baby <3

We took a lot of picture ^^

Baby like to act cool^^

Baby why you face so near the camera ??? @@

Took this picture in the Neway wash room ^^

Last last pictures in Neway ^^ We going to leave... Off to other place^^

We start sing k from 12P.M. until 3:00P.M
Because of Jackson lost the parking ticket so we almost spend 1 more hour in the car park to find "ticket" =.=
Waste my time
Hahahahah
But never mind cause my baby accompany me ^^
But.....
Ultimate we renounce
So that Jackson have to pay rm20 
Because he lost the ticket

After that we went stadium Bukit Jalil 
Cause baby & friends want to swim
But at the end the didn't get to swim
Cause a lot people in the swimming pool
hahahahha

Because we have no place to go
So we go Fredwin's hostel

I took picture in Fredwin room ^^

This the second picture ^^
The last place we went to had our dinner is at Puteri
 “一品香粿条”

^^ Delicious food & drink ... Must try it next time ^^
Fredwin ^^

Jackson^^

Baby and me <3
 The end ^^
Happy ending for today^^
Hehehehhehe
So happy although I'm so freaking tired ><"

Baby I want meet you everyday 
May I????
>.<*****

hahahahah

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Pressure + Moody

I'm have loss my confidence :(
I know I shouldn't care bout those stupid useless thing
But how can I control my heart and mind do not care bout those thing again?
:(

Feel want to cry right now
So sad :'(
 Wish someone to bring me out
I care a lot of useless thing
:(
I make myself become complicated
Who want to teach me what I should do and what I shouldn't to do??
It is really hard for me
Just now get scold by parent
They are not fair
Why don't them blame brother also?
Why all trouble just blame one me?
Do them really love me??
Why I can't feel their love?
:'(

God
Talk to me!
:(
I need help badly right now

I can't get what I want
Why all the trouble is become hardly?
So sad
Don't hurt me!!! My heart is made by "Glass" it can broke easily!!!

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Zookeeper wif my lovely & friends 22/8/11

Yeahh
Finally i get to meet my baby
Miss him much 
Although we had met yesterday
hahaha
I miss you much bi
Hope to meet you everyday
But.....
Can't
:(

Never mind cause we meet each other again today ^^
Love you darling

Night around 9:10pm baby and him friends came my home to fetch me
We go for movie
^^
"Zookeeper"


This movie no bad
It a lot of interesting things in this moive
Everyone can try to watch ^^

Here I going to share some pictures :)

Before movie I had take some webcam pictures 

Am I too thin?? @@

Haha... Take pictures with my "LAK MOU" bear ^^ This is my valentine present from my dear

Look at my eyes ^^ Is it charming ???hahaha


Blaaaaaaaa....... Nothing to say!! Just hide my mouth ><"

Tonight outfit for movie ^^

Yeaaaaaaaa........... Meet dear dear... Excited lorrrrr ^^

I'm wearing spec... does it look like teacher ?? ^^

A lot pimples on my forehead!!!! Hate it ><""""""

Sunway Pyramid 

Take pictures with baby in "Boy" wash room ><" How dare we are!!?? Hahha

Me, Baby & baby' friend " Jackson"

Me me me ^^
Baby said this pictures cute ^^

Take picture in the car ^^ I love to take pic ^^

Hehe^^ Baby ask me to do this ^^ Baby like it 

ermmmmmmmmmmmmmm ^^

With baby :) Baby so handsome ..Love him

Do "zhu zui" with baby.. ^^

Me again ^^


Baby when can we meet again ><"

I miss you 
Muackxxxx

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

16/8/11

Tiring day
><"
I went Sunway and meet my babe today
Excited
Miss her much
<3
Love you
Muackxxxx
I bought a dress today
I love it much
^^
Is this look nice??? ^^
 

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

讲跟做是另一回事

很多时候在朋友受了情伤后我们都会很顺其自然的由嘴巴说出“离开他/她吧!”这些话
可是当我们也遇到同样的问题时我们却也一样不知如何是好
直到有一天有个人也对你说同一番话时
你才发现
讲&做时不同的

在爱情里不是你说离开就可以做到
如果我是没感情的女人或许我会这样做
可是我并不是这样的人

爱情真的让人受尽了痛苦
因为爱情整个人都变了
以前的自己消失了
现在是个令自己讨厌的人

爱情
就因为你
我变得小气了
在我眼里再也容不下别的女生了
以前的我不会在意这些小事
我不会轻易的吃醋
现在的我变了
因为爱情改变了我
我小气,我爱吃醋
我不容许他接触我不认识的女生
当我发现他跟别的女生有互动时
我发疯了
我开始一直最问下去
就快把自己搞跨了
脑海里一直在重复又重复的想着
好累
 :(

我不要这样的自己可以吗?

不写了...

Thursday, August 11, 2011

I'm crying

终于
忍不了
又再次落下了眼泪

想了又再想到底我在他心里还有没有位置
找不到了
这几天自己好像被他给清除了

悲伤到了极点
谁?
要给我安慰了
因为....
我真的需要这种东西
:'(

安全感
好像...
又再次的消失的无影无踪了
谁?
又能给我一些些的安全感呢?
:'(

情绪真的好低
我需要人陪
真的需要
:'(

你把我想成是这样的人
我... 不想解释了
就这样好了
你不了解的我不说
我自己了解
自己痛苦就好了
不会对你说
再也不会了

一切我来隐藏...也由我来承受
:'(

我跟别的女生也一样
需要被“爱”
而不是像你这样

对不起
或许我又说多了
对不起

Monday, August 8, 2011

Fuck Off Liar

All the promise you given me is SHIT
Say will accompany me!
But you leave!
I woke up I couldn't find you
Ya.
But play until forget me right?
GO TO HELL!
I hate LIAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SUCK GUY!
I'm fucking sick now
Who caring of me!
No one!
I won't let you to find me!
Bastard!!!!

Let me show what kind of SHIT you promise me!
My childish women...Princess Lit
Vinson will go trip for few days...
U might feel lonely in these day..
U might feel stress when I'm far away...
U might feel scare when facing exam by yourself..

But don't worry...
When u feel lonely I will call u...
When u feel stress I will talk joke for u to smile..
When u feel scare I will do funny face n mms for u..


This is my Promise =)

By : Vinson phang   
 

Friday, August 5, 2011

:(

Unhappy
Moody
I need somebody care of me
Feeling alone
:(
Going to drop tear
Who want to care bout me??
Any else??
Sigh
I talk to myself
No people talk with me
Lifeless
:'(
You do not really try to think bout my feeling
Always I changed
You just told me you won't changed
So cruel
Need somebody to know me
:'(

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Steamboat night~ ^^

Finally
Get to miss him today
Excited ^^

Miss you badly
VINSON PHANG <3

Night
Me, Vinson, and Friends went out for dinner together
We took our dinner at Puteri "Lao Ma Zi"

Really ate a lot today ^^ Full until can't walk~ hahahah
After dinner he bring me for Chatime
It is delicious drink ^^
I like Chatime <3

Green tea + Red bean + Black pearl

This time to show my crazy webcam pictures again~ Hahahah

I'm Piggy







Satu MaTA

This is just 1 tip I had memorize ><" 13 tips to go ! Die!

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

2/8/11 Crazy at the MIDNIGHT

Such a boring study week
><"
Next week final exam
But I still no mood to do any revision
Too bad!
So bad
Get a bad news
I given lie!
I hate people lie on me
Especially you!
So fucking bad mood!
Because of this make me don't feel like study
Hate!!!!
FUCK OFF BAD MOOD

I make a promised
" I won't care so much, won't ask so much, won't care so much"
That's all

Share some webcam pictures again ^^
All ugly face
Give spoiled by my mood

I close my eyes. Don't want see anything. I close my heart also. I close everything!!!!!!

Yok Chi face! So damn ugly! Don't "lie" on me!!! I hate people lie me!

I'm emo emo emo. I got no mood ! SUCK!

Hate it! Lifeless!