多么希望在你身边的是自己 :(

总是不能这个不能那个

连小孩也知道我见不得光

每个女生都很希望男生可以主动点…
可是往往他们总是不知道＂主动＂是『虾米』…
可怜的女生们…

不会找我的你 ( *｀ω´)

Bo mood to study !

I hate you post that to shame girl and shaming me as well !

Your attitude is telling the whole world your girlfriend is also is an ghost in your real life !

让我愤怒！
我也是女生好不好！
超级不爽！
害我没心情读书！

18/12/11

Will you say those with me?

❤

He called me just now and said sorry to me ><
Baby you're so sweet!! Love u ❤ ❤ ❤

要睡就去睡
我呢？
一点也不好受

A short date time wif him ❤

Thank for making me felt LoVe.. ❤
Happy moment being with you.. ❤
Love u forever ❤

ﾐ★(*^-ﾟ)v Thanks!!★彡　

Buy buy buy!!!!

Date me... Date me....
I want go gai gai...
I want shopping...
I want buy clothes like no peoples business "dreaming"...
><•••••••••

16/12/11

今天我想唱甜蜜蜜
开心开心 

听你说你生气，我心里不舒服…
听你说你驾快车，我很害怕… 那个梦真的好可怕… 不要！请不要这样…
我什么都可以答应只要你不驾快车

p.s：喜欢刚才的你 … 我爱你 

你忙你的我忙我的
你连一句关心也没有

今天的失望得彻底！

压力好大！哭了…
为什么今天那么不如意！

说好载我的啊！为什么总是这样！
为什么我什么都不是！
我什么都不能说不能埋怨，就只怕你不喜欢。
只能静静的哭涕…

至少也关心下我，好吗？
这里的我心情掉去湖底，那里的你却不知道现在的我有多需要你安慰我，在我面前对我说＂没关系慢慢来＂…
可是这是不可能的… 我只能想想就好… 我一个什么都不是的人…

好辛苦… 心里的感觉很难过很辛苦… 我什么都不能说我没资格说出心里话… 你总是不喜欢这个那个的…

你知道吗？
有时候… 我真的忍的好辛苦… 我好自卑… 感觉别人在取笑自己…
因为你… 我只能忍… 你不让我说我要地…
我真的好辛苦!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



今天看到早上看到的那一幕嚷我发觉了自己到地是在什么位置…
坦白说… 我自卑了！
自己什么都不是…而且把那个留在身边的男人是个开口闭口就说不爱我的男人…
这次真的觉的自己是失败的人… 彻底失败对吧？
今天的自己心情好差好差！
拼命的把眼泪往下吞不让它流出…

我留不了他的心…
我被不接受…
我考试差到极点…

好难过… 很灰很灰…

你不被认同！你没有地位！你没资格讲话！KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT BRENDA!!

Suck

I did a suck exam !!!
Fucking suck mood!!!!!!
Bad luck today !!!
Didn't sleep for the whole night to memorize but I forget all during the exam !!!!!
Fuck!!!!
Fucking tired now!!!
No mood n mad!!!
Don't disturb me !!!!

@@" over!! Over!!!!

OMG !!
Unbelievable!!
Normally I most dislike drinks is coffee !! But im drinking dark coffee right now!!!
My teeth!! My teeth!!! T.T
I hate EXAM!!!
Because of EXAM I need to drink coffee!!!
I HATE YOU COFFEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

15/12/11

谢谢你 
我好开心…好开心哦

Studying or Doing mask?? @@

Haha

据说重感情的人都这样：容易满足，更容易受伤；总有一种被忽视的感觉；付出的远超过得到的；很固执，不懂得放弃；一点点事就胡思乱想；在别人面前笑得很开心，一个人的时候却很落寞；陌生人前很安静，朋友面前胡闹；不喜欢一个人逛街；心情不好时喜欢听忧伤的歌；经常不经意的发呆。

OMG... Why speak out all what my mind thinking !! >< shy 

我没有很想你，只是在早上醒来时，看看有没有你发来的信息；我没有很想你，只是在听歌时，被某句歌词击中，脑中出现短暂的空白；我没有很想你，只是想看看你的样子，听听你的声音；我又没有很想你，只是每次醒来时，第一个想到就是你。

Seem like a stranger 

We used to talk everyday,now it’s like we don’t even know each other anymore

【好男人的九个准则】

1.要疼女人,而不是让女人疼；2.要宽容,不要斤斤计较；3.要勤快,老婆是爱人,不是仆人；4.要勇敢,保护女人；5.要主动,女人不主动是矜持,男人不主动就是呆子；6.要大度；7.要爱家,老婆孩子,其实才是人生最重要的部分；8.要热情,爱就一个字,请不要只说一次；9要体贴。

最重要的决定…你

我常在想 应该再也找不到
任何人像你对我那么好
好到我的家人也被照料
我的朋友还为你撑腰
你还是有一堆毛病改不掉
拗起来气得仙女都跳脚
可是人生完美的事太少
我们不能什么都想要
你是我最重要的决定
我愿意 每天在你身边苏醒
就连吵架也很过瘾 不会冷冰
因为真爱没有输赢 只有亲密
你是我最重要的决定
我愿意 打破对未知的恐惧
就算流泪也能放弃 将心比心
因为幸福没有捷径 只有经营

12／12／11

我挽回了

Party

做个没感觉的人类
疯狂的玩吧！
今晚来点不同的


给你的一封信

我信了一封密密麻麻的信想给他
希望他会了解…体会
我求你＂神＂


Miss

I miss you baby..
You are far from me right now :(((
You went genting with friends and I not allow to follow :(((
So bad!
Miss you ><•••
Come back asap!

A gift .. Like it!

My friend give me surprise ><"""
Omg!!
I really get shock from my friend!!
My friend brought me a very cute  red colour hello kitty iPhone case ..
Thank you so muchie 
I really like it!!! Like it!!! Like it!!!
LOL!!

This is me .. Germini

双子可以在，很痛的时候说没关系。双子可以在，难过的时候说无所谓。双子可以在，寂寞的时候哈哈大笑。双子可以在，绝望的时候说世界依然美好。双子只是希望在，双子开始抱怨上天吝啬的时候，有个人可以对双子说，别太在意，我心疼你。

8/12/11

Missing someone is your heart's way of reminding you that you still love them.

I miss you.. 

是不是只要我不说，你就真的猜不到我的感受？

21/11/11

两年纪念的前六天我们分手了。我们就这样的简单结束了我们之间建立的感情。要如何忘记我们之间辛苦建立的感情？原以为的为来，全都消失了，我的身边少了一个他，一个我非常爱的他，他选择了离我而去，很爱你，真的很爱你...我该如何生活

18／11／11

哭得乱七八糟的我！

16/10/11

谁人来关心我？！

14/10/11 12：30PM

Keep everything in the heart ( deeply)

Nobody know you well

Nobody know you in what emotion...

Just let them "guess"

I will still smile in front of you all

But it doesn't mean I fine

I just keeping my feeling

Lolxxx

Who know ?

Only myself.....

Silence is the best!

No argument

Please do it everytime

世界上最烂的男人我遇到了！

3-10-2011 Dating with dear babe ( Nicole n Ashley)

Went KL Sungai Wang for shopping with babe <3 

Have a lot of fun there :)

Because of them so I doesn't feel alone 

Babe, I love u all

Me n Nicole Qi <3

So cool yea Babe~ huhu <3

Me n Babe Ashley <3

3 of us :)

 

 Around 3:45pm

We back home lor XD

Babe Ashley & Babe Nicole bought

lolxxx

They so rich

I just bought 2 shirt ><"

Lets have a look for my WEBCAM pictures :)

:(

哭了

眼泪不停的往下流

我...

需要拥抱

:'(

Hair cut & Bad luck ><" 31/8/11

Today is Malaysia national day ^^

Merdeka.... Merdeka....

I wen out for hair cut alone

Cause someone "FFK" me ><"

I went opposite Ioi for hair cut

" Zephora"

hehe

Feel not bad their stylish ^^

hoho

Short hair style ^^

My hair is short now!!!!!!

Hohohohoho

I like my new hairstyle ^^

"WINK"

After hair cut I want go Ioi to take my breakfast

But then... 

My bad luck is come overme ><"

My slipper break beside the road!!!

Oh shit!!!

I can't even walk to anywhere else

OH MY GOD!!!

I keep calling him

Hope he can come and pick me

But then I called for *few hundred* times still no people pick up my phone call

Really "Pek Cek" lar wei!!

Sigh

Lucky my parent just in Qiant

So Mummy ask me wait for them to pick me

I stand beside the road for 2 hour

Arghhhhhhhhhhhh

Pissed off!!!

All people are looking on me!!

Damn it!

Feel so fish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ishxxxxxxxx........

Slipper I going to throw "you" as far as I can !!!!!!!!

1/9/11

什么都不想说...

只想告诉你...

我恨透你了！

Sigh

Calling you around one and the half hour already

Feel disappointed

Something that can describe by "WORD"

You really make me down to the maximum

Really really really super duper down right now!! (4:30a.m.)

Every of your word is just a "lie"

Those word having the power to make me disappointed and sad like hell

I hate you!

I more hate myself to love you!!!

It is so suck!

Do you know??

?!

有些事情与人就像心理的一条刺

当别人一提起时

心理就会感觉到刺痛刺痛的感觉

“只希望哪个人会了解我讲的”

或许你觉得我很奇怪

为什么我会有这样的举动！

我并不是“讨厌”

只是心理不舒服

可以用“妒忌”这两个字来形容吗？

 或许还有“不公平”可以用来形容吧！

 

我记得我告诉过你了

我在意“这件事”

因为我也同样是人

可是我的待遇却不同

你不知道你每次提起“？”时我的反应就是这样吗？

难道你没发觉我的难过吗？
难道我在你心里就是那些心肠狠毒喜欢做8婆和无端端讨厌别人的人吗？

我也记得我很清楚的告诉过你原因了

只是我的原因你不明白

所以我在你心里还是这样的人！

 

你这样的想法真的让我很难过

对

我答应会忍耐和掩饰

可是你知道我是个有血有体温的“人”吗？

我也有我心里的底线

我也会为了心理放不下的事难过

难道我就连这么一点点把自己的感受表达出来也不能吗？

你让我失望了

I'm tired... But I'm happy :)

Today outfit ^^

 Just back till home ><"

So tired

But I happy

Cause I spend my whole day with my baby

<3

Today went Neway with baby & baby's friends "Jackson & Fredwin"

Before sing k I keep on ask baby bought me "Chatime" ^^

hehe

This is so delicious! I like it ^^

Took pictures in the sing k room with baby <3

We took a lot of picture ^^

Baby like to act cool^^

Baby why you face so near the camera ??? @@

Took this picture in the Neway wash room ^^

Last last pictures in Neway ^^ We going to leave... Off to other place^^

We start sing k from 12P.M. until 3:00P.M

Because of Jackson lost the parking ticket so we almost spend 1 more hour in the car park to find "ticket" =.=

Waste my time

Hahahahah

But never mind cause my baby accompany me ^^

But.....

Ultimate we renounce

So that Jackson have to pay rm20 

Because he lost the ticket

After that we went stadium Bukit Jalil 

Cause baby & friends want to swim

But at the end the didn't get to swim

Cause a lot people in the swimming pool

hahahahha

Because we have no place to go

So we go Fredwin's hostel

I took picture in Fredwin room ^^

This the second picture ^^

The last place we went to had our dinner is at Puteri

 “一品香粿条”

^^ Delicious food & drink ... Must try it next time ^^

Fredwin ^^

Jackson^^

Baby and me <3

 The end ^^

Happy ending for today^^

Hehehehhehe

So happy although I'm so freaking tired ><"

Baby I want meet you everyday 

May I????

>.<*****

hahahahah

Pressure + Moody

I'm have loss my confidence :(

I know I shouldn't care bout those stupid useless thing

But how can I control my heart and mind do not care bout those thing again?

:(

Feel want to cry right now

So sad :'(

 Wish someone to bring me out

I care a lot of useless thing

:(

I make myself become complicated

Who want to teach me what I should do and what I shouldn't to do??

It is really hard for me

Just now get scold by parent

They are not fair

Why don't them blame brother also?

Why all trouble just blame one me?

Do them really love me??

Why I can't feel their love?

:'(

God

Talk to me!

:(

I need help badly right now

I can't get what I want

Why all the trouble is become hardly?

So sad

Don't hurt me!!! My heart is made by "Glass" it can broke easily!!!

Zookeeper wif my lovely & friends 22/8/11

Yeahh

Finally i get to meet my baby

Miss him much 

Although we had met yesterday

hahaha

I miss you much bi

Hope to meet you everyday

But.....

Can't

:(

Never mind cause we meet each other again today ^^

Love you darling

Night around 9:10pm baby and him friends came my home to fetch me

We go for movie

^^

"Zookeeper"

This movie no bad

It a lot of interesting things in this moive

Everyone can try to watch ^^

Here I going to share some pictures :)

Before movie I had take some webcam pictures 

Am I too thin?? @@

Haha... Take pictures with my "LAK MOU" bear ^^ This is my valentine present from my dear

Look at my eyes ^^ Is it charming ???hahaha

Blaaaaaaaa....... Nothing to say!! Just hide my mouth ><"

Tonight outfit for movie ^^

Yeaaaaaaaa........... Meet dear dear... Excited lorrrrr ^^

I'm wearing spec... does it look like teacher ?? ^^

A lot pimples on my forehead!!!! Hate it ><""""""

Sunway Pyramid 

Take pictures with baby in "Boy" wash room ><" How dare we are!!?? Hahha

Me, Baby & baby' friend " Jackson"

Me me me ^^

Baby said this pictures cute ^^

Take picture in the car ^^ I love to take pic ^^

Hehe^^ Baby ask me to do this ^^ Baby like it 

ermmmmmmmmmmmmmm ^^

With baby :) Baby so handsome ..Love him

Do "zhu zui" with baby.. ^^

Me again ^^

Baby when can we meet again ><"
I miss you 
Muackxxxx