16/8/11

Tiring day

><"

I went Sunway and meet my babe today

Excited

Miss her much

<3

Love you

Muackxxxx

I bought a dress today

I love it much

^^

Is this look nice??? ^^

 

讲跟做是另一回事

很多时候在朋友受了情伤后我们都会很顺其自然的由嘴巴说出“离开他/她吧！”这些话

可是当我们也遇到同样的问题时我们却也一样不知如何是好

直到有一天有个人也对你说同一番话时

你才发现

讲&做时不同的

在爱情里不是你说离开就可以做到

如果我是没感情的女人或许我会这样做

可是我并不是这样的人

爱情真的让人受尽了痛苦

因为爱情整个人都变了

以前的自己消失了

现在是个令自己讨厌的人

爱情

就因为你

我变得小气了

在我眼里再也容不下别的女生了

以前的我不会在意这些小事

我不会轻易的吃醋

现在的我变了

因为爱情改变了我

我小气，我爱吃醋

我不容许他接触我不认识的女生

当我发现他跟别的女生有互动时

我发疯了

我开始一直最问下去

就快把自己搞跨了

脑海里一直在重复又重复的想着

好累

 :(

我不要这样的自己可以吗？

不写了...

I'm crying

终于

忍不了

又再次落下了眼泪

想了又再想到底我在他心里还有没有位置

找不到了

这几天自己好像被他给清除了

悲伤到了极点

谁？

要给我安慰了

因为....

我真的需要这种东西

:'(

安全感

好像...

又再次的消失的无影无踪了

谁?

又能给我一些些的安全感呢？

:'(

情绪真的好低

我需要人陪

真的需要

:'(

你把我想成是这样的人

我... 不想解释了

就这样好了

你不了解的我不说

我自己了解

自己痛苦就好了

不会对你说

再也不会了

一切我来隐藏...也由我来承受

:'(

我跟别的女生也一样

需要被“爱”

而不是像你这样

对不起

或许我又说多了

对不起

Fuck Off Liar

All the promise you given me is SHIT

Say will accompany me!

But you leave!

I woke up I couldn't find you

Ya.

But play until forget me right?

GO TO HELL!

I hate LIAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SUCK GUY!

I'm fucking sick now

Who caring of me!

No one!

I won't let you to find me!

Bastard!!!!

Let me show what kind of SHIT you promise me!

My childish women...Princess Lit
Vinson will go trip for few days...
U might feel lonely in these day..
U might feel stress when I'm far away...
U might feel scare when facing exam by yourself..

But don't worry...
When u feel lonely I will call u...
When u feel stress I will talk joke for u to smile..
When u feel scare I will do funny face n mms for u..


This is my Promise =)

By : Vinson phang   

 

:(

Unhappy

Moody

I need somebody care of me

Feeling alone

:(

Going to drop tear

Who want to care bout me??

Any else??

Sigh

I talk to myself

No people talk with me

Lifeless

:'(

You do not really try to think bout my feeling

Always I changed

You just told me you won't changed

So cruel

Need somebody to know me

:'(

Steamboat night~ ^^

Finally

Get to miss him today

Excited ^^

Miss you badly

VINSON PHANG <3

Night

Me, Vinson, and Friends went out for dinner together

We took our dinner at Puteri "Lao Ma Zi"

Really ate a lot today ^^ Full until can't walk~ hahahah

After dinner he bring me for Chatime

It is delicious drink ^^

I like Chatime <3

Green tea + Red bean + Black pearl

This time to show my crazy webcam pictures again~ Hahahah

I'm Piggy

Satu MaTA

This is just 1 tip I had memorize ><" 13 tips to go ! Die!

2/8/11 Crazy at the MIDNIGHT

Such a boring study week

><"

Next week final exam

But I still no mood to do any revision

Too bad!

So bad

Get a bad news

I given lie!

I hate people lie on me

Especially you!

So fucking bad mood!

Because of this make me don't feel like study

Hate!!!!

FUCK OFF BAD MOOD

I make a promised

" I won't care so much, won't ask so much, won't care so much"

That's all

Share some webcam pictures again ^^

All ugly face

Give spoiled by my mood

I close my eyes. Don't want see anything. I close my heart also. I close everything!!!!!!

Yok Chi face! So damn ugly! Don't "lie" on me!!! I hate people lie me!

I'm emo emo emo. I got no mood ! SUCK!

Hate it! Lifeless!

Webcam pictures

Today did a lot of crazy thing

Lolxxx

Brenda Lit <3 I love GOLD watch <3

A bracelet that witness our Sister LOVE <3
<3 Nicole qiqi <3 Ashley Ng <3 Shanne Soo <3
Love you all much...
Muckxxxx

Love Quotes For Today

There is only one key to my heart.
Just one that can't be duplicated.
Carry it with you, 
never give it away and from you will never stay.

All I want to do is stand close to you be by your side.
All I want to do is make the world revolve around "YOU and I".

Love Quotes For Today

So many tears I cried,
So many times my heart died.
I need someone to change it all,
Someone to break the fall.

Honestly, I'm not sure id I should keep holding on or if I should just let go.
It's stupid to hold on to something that just keeps hurting you,
But it's also stupid to let go of everything you ever wanted.

 END... ~ :)

Story

很久很久以前有个女生

她喜欢上了一个男生

后来那位女生也跟她喜欢的那位男生谈恋爱了

她很单纯的认为只要相爱什么事情都可以解决

当她爱昏了头时

男生居然跟她提出分手

原因是来自男生的母亲

男生为了母亲的一些话把女生给丢弃了

她以为他们是相爱的

想也想不到会有这样的一天

她疯了

她疯狂的哭，不吃，甚至还伤害自己

这段时期她过的有如行尸走肉般的生活

她的朋友不管怎样开导她安慰她也没用

她只想要回他

她曾经三翻俩次的挽回这段感情

可是她... 还是被拒绝了

男生重来没想过那女生的痛苦

在爱情里就他说放下就放下

爱情对他如此的儿戏吗？

爱情不是很神圣的吗？

可是...不管男生怎样的对待她

那女生还是奋不顾身的挽回这段无情的爱情

最后女生终于成功了

她所爱的终于回到她身边

她开始有了活力

第二次

男生又再提出分手了

男生居然说了一句让女生很难过痛不如生的话

“我是在同情你，而不是爱你”

女生在电话里透放生的大哭

到底男生把女生当成了什么？

为什么一而再在而三的伤害女生呢？

女生的心被毁了

女生尽了很大的力量尝试着让男生回味起他们之间的爱情故事

最后男生也被男生感动的哭了

男生才发觉他是爱着女生的

每一次女生都尝试的维持这段她很爱很爱的感情

她努力了

不管多么的不值得还还是豁出去了

为了他

他愿意牺牲所有的一切

可是...

她的努力

神并未看得见

问题来了

女生的未来永远被威胁着了

男生的母亲并不喜欢女生的五官

说会给男生带来伤害

打击比一次又一次来的大

女生伤透了心

为什么她要的爱情会如此的难走？

她祈求神让她永远的跟男生在一起

为了这段艰难的爱情路她吃起斋菜了

每逢的初一十五女生都吃斋

为了他

女生做尽了一切

可是男生一直以来选择了逃跑

女生就算到了很久以后还是舍不得把男生给放开

她深深的爱着他

就算一切来得不顺利女生还是爱着男生

她只希望男生也一样的爱他

可是..

男生却可以把这段感情看得可以有也可以没有

很多时候女生不说出口并不代表她没有感觉

她的难过的时候总是比别人来的多

她只是不说

她永远都以个人

其实她真的很缺乏安全感

她需要被爱

而不是丢弃

男生的母亲不喜欢她这事实让她的心里永远有条刺

她难过，她悲伤

她不想要这样

可是她却改不了什么

有时候她累了，想要放弃了，她也希望她身边的他可以坚持的

而不是轻易的就把她给推开

女生现在很少机会见到男生了

她哭了

她觉得委屈了

她不想要这样的生活

女生希望男生可以多体谅他

毕竟她只是个女生

曾经几时的女生把爱情看得如此的容易

可是她发现爱情比她想象的还要难和复杂

她也想要逃离了

逃去个没有人认识她的地方

或许这样她会觉得好过一点吧！

女生的朋友总是对女生说

男生并不爱她

她们也说看得出在这段爱情里女生为男生努力了很多

可是她们却也一点也看不出男生为女生做了些什么

女生犹豫了

是这样的吗？女生心想。

女生心烦

男生你可以对女生努力吗？

不要再丢下她一个人好吗？

不要再让她难过可以吗？

26/7/2011

Today is Wai Chun birthday

Happy birthday

:)

Our gang.. DIBA

Celebrate his birthday at Jaya One " Station One Cafe"

We had a lot of fun there

Of cause I'm photographer on there

Wakakkakaka

Is so freaking excited to hold DSLR camera for the whole night

Yeaaaaaa~~~~~

Thank you babe Ashley

Muackxxxxx

Lets have a look for my webcam pictures ^^

Before out and After

"WINK"

Before go Waichun birthday celebration ^^

After Waichun b'day celebration~~~ Wkakakaka ~ PEACE!

Look at me~ Muackxxxx

Sexy Pink ~ I like it~ :)

Tired... ><""

Close my mouth....hehe~ Dun see my mouth ^^ Because I have a sexy lips~ Wakkakakakak

  I like today

I really enjoy much with my dearest friends

I love my friens

Yahuuuuuuu~

“友谊万岁”

Friends is everything

Especially babe

"Nicole Qiqi, Ahsley Ng, Shanno soo"

I love them

Friendship forever babe

Muackxxxxx

 

Crazy with webcam ^^

Rock it tonight!

wakakakakak

STUDY

Oh no!

><"

Don't feel like study

LAZY mood to the MAX

*YAWN*

Lets share you some webcam picture :)

Do some crazy thing ^^

I'm studying Business Management... Ngek~ ^^

 

Kiss me ~ Muakcxxxxx

Peace ^^ I DISLIKE study ><"

OKie ^^ hahahahaha

Webcam really fun
I love it

Wakakakakaka

Boring night

Such a boring night

No sms, no phone call, no movie, no date....

Just alone in the room

Sleep for the whole day

Do nothing for the whole day

Wish to go out but Saturday and lazy take bus ><"

Sienxxxxxx...

Parent went out, brother went out also

Just me alone at home today

I got no friend to date

No boyfriend to accompany

JUST ALONE!

I'm just like a monkey

Can't stay at home like a good girl

I always want out

But I got no friend to date me

><"

Is true

Ampany life is better then now

Last time hate Ampany life

But then now regret!

I hate my life now

Such a boring life

Nothing to do

Always stay at home

Watch drama

One drama can watch 3 or 4 times

><"

See how boring am I

So that I decide to work after my final exam

Will be to Sim's after exam

“Jia You"

I can do it

Got boyfriend like no boyfriend

Normally people will date with their boyfriend on weekend

But me????

Where's my boyfriend gone?

I can't expect so much

Just let it be!

Ya.

Sometime really unhappy about this

But what can I do?

Lolxxx

Wait for break....

That's all I think!

Arghhhhhhh!

I really hate alone

Boring make me insane !

I will keep do nonsense and do brainless action!

Hate it much!

FXXK!

 

I'm so FXXK moody!!!!!

20/7/11

女孩X与男孩Z已经三天没说话了…当QQ上的隐身对其可见撞上了​状态为视而不见时，X在QQ上说：“不见面不等于不思念，不联络​只是为了掩饰眷恋。”半分钟后收到Z的回复：“傻瓜，你没看键盘​上的Z一直都呆在X边上吗？”...看到这…你是否马上对应自己​名字上的拼音在键盘上找出你与TA的距离呢…

 

Ps: 原来我与他 （B VS V) 就在键盘上的两隔壁.. 可是现在的我们就永远的有距离了

20/7/11

放或不放？

放你走不代表我不爱你了

我还是一样的爱着你

我对你的爱

还是一样

放你走一定会不舍，伤心，每天晚上抱着自己流泪

知道会这样可是还是想让你走

让你快乐的过一个没有我的生活

你真的想离开我吗？

我让你离开我好吗？

这样做你会开心一点吗？

让你找个比我好的，你妈喜欢的而且也比我漂亮很多倍的女生好不好？

你离开了

身边....

少了个每次我要什么都不会 SAY NO 的人

我会想念

少了你的味道... 我会失落

其实有想过会失去你的一天

说好的未来只不过是在骗自己

让自己活在一个不真实的世界里

我笨，我傻

都只因为“爱”

你是我的初恋,也是我最爱的

希望你会给我，我所谓的未来，是我无知

因为知道事实了，可是我还骗着自己

真的想与你有未来

真的好想好想

可是现在的我却处于选择放你走还是不放的时候,而不是为我们的未来而选择

给我时间

让我一个人想想我该如何

Change

Something changing

Example: Him...

Nowadays he go everywhere won't ask me along

He will give me a lot reason

Just now

He told me

"I can't follow him go his college lab, Cause need book"

Why everyday I want meet you.. BUT

You will keep ignore me!

Are you starter to " CHANGE"

You hurt me badly

15/7/2011 1:30AM ( Assignment Night)

I'm doing e-commerce assignment now

Pity me ><""

Gonna die because of assignment

T.T

My e-commerce note ><" Hate you!

I"m too tired and boring

So....

I do something

Hahahaha ^^

I took pictures through webcam

It is fun

I can throw all my stress

 Lets try it next time ^^

Yeah~~ Peace ^^

Need continue my assignment :(

So bad!

But never mind

Cause tomorrow I going to meet my "bibo"

Meet him

Long time did not go cinema watch movie him already 

T.T

Tomorrow is MY DAY

^^

 

Last pictures ^^

 

10/711 11:02PM

No study mood!

No assignment mood!

Lazy mood! ON!!

=="

What should I do??

 

28/6/1 10:25 PM

今天是我们这个星期第二次见面咯！

开心到....

呵呵呵呵呵

今天原本我们要去Sunway Lagoon玩得

倒霉的是它居然没开

噢！

讨厌

><"

没办法咯我们吃了早餐就回我家

因为他要帮我表弟弄Pop Up

@@"